Friday, January 14, 2011 | 10:52 PM
Omfg, my last entry was 4th oct 2010?!
Hello, i am back. Okay, i wanted to blog few weeks ago but i was duper busy with my m5 exams and i told myself, i must blog when the exam is over.
and it is overrrr!! and i bloody hell failed AGAIN.
Honestly, i can't help but to think that she's really scary. The soft approach, the smile and the way she talks to me, every single kind and caring things she did to me, always make me feel that she's a witch. I don know why, it's not what the others told me and resulted me feeling this way, its just that, from the 1st day when i was here, prolly the first day that i came for the interview, i feel that way already.
Now, i feel that her true colours are gonna be revealed if i failed the 3rd time.
I am glad that she didn't scold me upside down after i told her that i failed, but what she did was, asking me how can i do and what arrangements she can have for me, in order for me to pass! I know she's out of goodwill, but you know, after several weeks of stress and pressure, the blow of failing the first one, i seriously think i need a break from that bloody m5 text.
I failed for the last edition, i failed for the new edition, so must i follow yanting's footsteps, to pass only at the 3rd time? I don feel that sad for failing, but feel super guilty towards her.
I don want her to think that i am so stupid that i cant do well for the production and the exams.
I admit, i have done lots of mistakes but hello, i don have any chemistry with her. i cant read her mind, she can't read mine i guess.
She is so unpredictable. She can say that she want to recycle this and that but when i asked her if she wants to recycle this, she can say, 'don need lah, for what?'
We belong to two different worlds, i cant imagine myself working under her anymore.
I want this attachment to end asap, got my license and work OUTSIDE of her.
and what's next? My mum is always nagging me like nobody business after my two lovely sisters have offended her.
wei, i know you are not in a good mood, neither do i.
Just one bloody hell switch and you have been repeating for so many days! Aren't you tired?
I am so frustrated now, i think i am cranky.
I slept for 6-7hrs for the past few days, it's time to let my mind rest tonight.
and you all know what? I miss blogging. (:
BANANESE.
