Sara the Bananese.
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Okay, what exactly happened during the interview?

I bloody hell broke down infront of zaki and eunice!
How embarassing is that?!
I always appear to be a strong and independent lady to them, but i guess, they have stepped onto my weakness.

Zaki: what is your motivation in life?
Sara: hmm,my dad.

And i started to break down!
Don laugh okay cos i mean it!

Frankly speaking, for the O's, i did not do well to go to a polytechic.
I went to SIM and spent like 3k for the Foundation course.
Thank god, i passed the foundation and got into DMS.
however, i flung one of the module which is A.maths.
I need to pay $600 for this repeated module.
How the fuck am i gonna tell my dad that i have to pay more than half a thousand for not being hardworking enough?
Luckily, the god pitied me and dad, it let me striked 4D of $500 and i only took another $100 from dad.
How HENG is that!
Next, in Sem 2, i still flung my A.maths, without taking the exams.
Because the CA itself is already 50%, so no point taking the exams since i already flung the half of it.
I was terminated but i actually told my dad when the school is gonna start again which bloody hell, i have to let him know the truth!
When i broke the news to him, he replied a 'okay lor' instead of scolding me.
Look, i cried even more jia lat okay!
is like, i rather him fuck me upside down than just saying 'okay, it's alright.'
You know how depressed i was?
I felt so bad and remorseful for what i have done.
Not only these, i have actually done something really major to the extend that my dad was so ill and ignored me for a week.
He forgave me for whatever i do.
After the SIM issue, i worked for a year in OGP as a part-timer and being a slacker for another part-time.
After i decided to enter ITE, i told myself that i must make him realy proud and make sure, i will not disappoint him once more!
Thats why, i am so wanting to go Germany for the exchange programme to make him feel that, I have done something that others can't!
It's very big deal to me as i have never imagined myself going for an exchange programme to other country due to my academic and behaviour in school, thats why i was selected.

To me, i can lose everything but my dad.
I can kanna fuck upside down outside when working, i can let my SIC kao bei or screamed to the urge of crying and probably, feel real emo and super shagged after a full shift.
At the end of the day, the sight of seeing dad lying on the sofa watching tv and waited for me to return, made me feel that life isn't that bad.
I still have my dear family members to pamper me whenever i'm at home.
Erjie will talk to me and KB mum to me,
Bro in law will talk cock to me and trying to be funny,
mum will buy food for me and nags like no one's busniess,
the kids will make me angry for not finishing their means asap
and dad will talk many reasons to be which i don even wanna listen but can't talk back.
All these, really make me feel that i am still very lucky one hor!

You all may think i am talking nonsense but oh well, i believe many ladies out there, after what bullshits have happened to them in their external world, they will look for their parents especially fathers as they will be the ones protecting you forever.

Lucky for zaki to see the emotional side of me.
But i still feel so embararassed for breaking down in front of him!
Anyone but not him!
Shit lah, now when i talk to him, i must cover my face!
LBSSS lah.

I seriously hope this broke down won't affect my chances of going.
Anyway, now is pray hard only lor.
LBSsss lahhhh.
SVE mock tmr and i just reached home.
Geeee Geeeee


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Interview for the Germany trip is tmr!
Shit, and i completely forgotten about it.
After hearing the qns asked for the other classes, i super have no confidence i can do well.
Geeee Geeee lahhhhh.

Oh well, gonna do some research on Germany already for my better future!
Wish me luck people!
LBSssss


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Oh no,i'm in love with the florist.
hmm, not ashton kutcher but Reed.
He dump those unwanted flowers into the river one by one personally because he thinks it will be great to let those residents, to see these flowers flooding on the river the moment they woke up.
How sweet!
And i don find it sissy at all!
Too bad, he's together with Jennifer Garner and not Jessica Alba. Such a pity.
This show is so fated-and-well-planned.
Too perfect to be true.
And lastly, who says it's best to date your best oppo sex friend?
NO WAY!



Oh well, 7/10 for this movie!

Oh fuck, it's friday. :(


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Telle and Elroy!
They are not twins, even though they look super alike here.
Telle jiejie may be look cute and sweet here, but don't get cheated by her. hahah!

Mrs Oei and me...:)




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I killed a cockroach in my room at the first 2 hrs of CNY of tiger.
The corpse is still lying down there and i have no idea how to dispose it.
What if it moves when i sweep it out?
Oh man.
I have not decided what to wear tmr.
Oh man.
My nails are giving me problems, i cant type properly.
Super not used to it,
Oh man.
I am starving right now.
Oh man.


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FOOODDDDDD!
not exactly, met these ladies to town to do some last min CNY shopping but i onyl got myself a blazer! Shit...i think i can only rely on my that dress already..Lao bah Sai..
Oh well, walked from Lucky Plaza to OGP, den from OGP back to 313.
How tiring! But i enjoyed it so much! Was so busy with sch work and work, finally there's a day i can calm myself down and have fun with these babes!
So so so so fucking happy to meet them, i swear.
Yeahhh, i did some stupid thing and caused so much embarassment.
Anyway, don wish to mention it now, but let me tell you, the food was great!
Look and drools lah you alllllll......:D :D :D





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Time is so not enough for me.
I have not done the spring cleaning, havent got enought CNY clothes and have not met up with all my friends for a dinner!
How depressing. :(

Somehow, i am not very excited towards CNY, think of the entertaining those aunties, and confirm will ask,'where's your boyfriend?'
kao, ball also don have where got boyfriend.

There's this lecturer in our school, she seems nice but she's evil.
She's not my kind of evil, she is really evil.
She can speak to you with no proper manners and call her teacher.
She may be mean to her collegues, sorry for them, but we shall not be affected.
Just another few weeks, JIA YOU BA!

Can't wait to meet the MMSG tonight for shopping,laughters and phototakings!!!
yippyyys! i am finally living like a young lady tonight. :D


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When i was on the way back, i was cursing to myself in the train and thinking how to organise the paragraphs to write in here to rant out my anger for today.
So it goes..

School was okay, adrian lee yelled super loud and it gave us a shock.
Home after school as work starts at 6.30pm.

WORK
Work was bad, crowded, messy, no cute guys.
What made it worst? YY was there! Lao bah sai..anyway she left shortly so still alright.
I was suay suay appointed to fold back the bunch of print tees as it was like a mountain lah.
As i was folding, more ladies came to mess it up again.
The more i fold, the more customers came forward to browse. So what the fuck for i fold?
Nevermind,after many attempts, i finally done with it and guess what?
The aunties who came from no where, want to get a size that she wanted, accused me for nto getting for her!
She said,'miss, you always run away after i ask you take. i wait for very long liao leh.'
'oh,sorry miss. you didnt ask me take at all what.'
Of course, i have to go back to get for her and thanks to her, i got another cut on my finger.
Fuck her.
Another one, a phone call from this specified customer who knows my name, called to clear her doubts. I seriosuly don know why she fucking don understand what i was saying, i was speaking english okay.
Prolly because she can't catch up so she kept saying,'i don understand.'
don understand? den stop asking!
Urghh.
Emma did a huge mistake by doing settlement without making the cards amount tallied.
She must thank god that she was with jimmy and not cindy.
Because of her mistake, we have to stay a lil while longer to tally her things but oh well, she sure kanna from cindy.
Emma was suay today, a customer scolded her loudly during my conversation with the stupid customer on the line.
No complaints please, we are all very hardworking people.

It supposed to be a longer post, but after telling dad what happened, i felt so relieved.
Although he did not give me any comments that i want to hear, but at least, i feel so much better.
whewww.

It's not the end yet, i still have a friday night and CNY eve to deal with.
I am so glad that i am the cashier for the past few weeks, now i understand how it felt to be on the selling floor on a busy festive.
wheeeee


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A long day i had!
Went Singapore Flyer in the sunny morning and headed to vivo with dajie for shopping!
SG flyer was alright, hmm, times were spent wisely, busying taking photos as usual and at least, once in a lifetime.
ended at around 11am.
Took 75 to outram and met dajie at 12.
Shopping around and guess what?
I only put a top from F21! How depressing!
I can't believe this! I haven't been shopping for so long and this is what i got?
Such a letdown of myself!
But anyway, hopefully this coming thurs, i will get something better from town with the MMSG. :D

home for dinner and met sammie to JP.
Wow, JP changed again and thats a lil annoying.
yah,even JP is a lil chim for me tonight but oh well, first time mah!
Shop around for some necessities and settled in long John with libing.
I am so happy to see them seriously, we are always talking about what happened in yps.
the people, the things that happened and those times, so memorable.
it's so hilarious as we were so busying digging out the people's FB now, to see how they look like.
there are some really make us feel so surprised, their changes are too real to be true.
some wu lu girls who speak like a mice, looks like some ah lian now lor!
Unbelievable!
I think we really need to meet up with the people we mentioned today, and have a good laugh again. How i wish it will be tmr! haha!
Oh well, i miss those times that we were in yps.
When there's pressure-free,
when we can play hard,
when we can do whatever we want and no one blames us because we are still 'young'
and last but not least,
we can buy whatever we want w/o any financial worries.
These 11 years, passed so fast that i cant even catch up.
however, i wish to catch with them for the next 11 years and counting on for more.
:D :D :D

Work is on tmr! Oh fuck,it's friday AGAIN! :(


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New eye candy spotted!
After so long,i finally found some motivation to work!
Amy is always the only one who has motivation as her 09 is just opposite us, but hello,now,mine is next to us!
Although today i just took a glance, but i think, should be not bad.
Hopefully he will be around this weekend!
:D :D

Can't wait for this friday!
Shopping shopping!
hope sis will not dua me again..........


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