Sara the Bananese.
i love to do whatever shit i like.

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Out of 100%,
i'm only 58% affected.
what he said to me,i find it annoying.
Sucky attitude and childish mindset.

Don't worry,i got what you meant.
If you really want me to get lost,don't look for me if you have the guts.
Shut up and die lah.


BANANESE.

After watching this movie,my heart is like being pulled all the way down reaching my feet. Went to erjie's place to borrow this book from her as she's a fan of this author,and as we were talking about this movie,'BOOM!'

bro in law,sis and me rushed to the window and saw a bus and a motobike.

The bus was in front of the bike and the motorcylist laid behind the bus unconsciously. He was wearing white. He laid down there and wasn't moving at ALL.

'GG liao lor.' Bro in law said.

And indeed,erjie just sms me and said,'you saw it from downstairs? he cannot make it...'

Shit,today is a bad bad day!

Was crying like crazy already for the show,i used 2and a half packet of tissues leh!

and now,after seeing the accident,and the man was lying down without a move,i am trembling now as i typed.

Rest in peace to that motorcylist. So sorry. ):

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I got you babe,
i called it chocolate love.....

shit,it's 12.03am already and im going to have another not-enough-sleep day tmr again!

I think i'm moving on alreadyy.
Like what ting said,when love becomes hatred.
LOL!
*ting,don laugh at me liao hor! haha! Laugh at the xiang2 princess instead. weeets~


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Wanted to upload a pic of you and me,but sadly,i can't find out at all!
I only have those neoprints we took i guess,somehow,i don even know the specific place where i've placed it.

Mum told me about your condition,i was shocked as usual.
Hmm,i don know what to say about it,you did not inform me about your condition as well.
So should i text you and ask about it or act blur again?

I hope that you will not like that the rest of your life,
prolly you are just weak after the op,
Wish all the best for you.
My playmate-from-young-always. (:


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Just had supper with Yipeng and jimmy,because amy DUA-ed us.
Had this very disgusting hor fun and i think i will never go there again.
I think i would rather travel down to bj to have the minced meat mee.
Oh well,anyway,school is on tmr again!
So fast! The 2days of work without her but jimmy,rocks man!
No interfering,no naggings and no one spying on you!
Shiokanathan lah!

My engine is going down,i need to take care.
How are you,iron man?
You are no longer my iron man but someone's lyrics photocopier.
I need a new beginning,a new one. (:


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Just watched 桃花小妹 at channe U just now and i find it super funny!
The sg guy is making me laughing like mad.

Finally,there's something to cheer me up today..
Was thinking 'why' again?
Whatever fuck lah.

Urghh,so pek cek with yp now.
He better reply to my call or else he'll be dead!
Sometimes,super envious him,full of guys around him all the time,
on the other hand,all these guys aren't those i want.
Kinda confusing.
Oh well,
tmr's sunday again!
Bloody Full shift and hopes YY won't come. heee.

Look around me and i find the world is so unfair somehow. ):


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I need to shut myself down and make sure my mind is blank now.
All those things came back and i am hating myself,asking myself, 'why isn't me anymore?'

Probably,this is our destiny.
You come and you leave.
As simple as that..


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I don't understand why there's so much things to study for Service Excellence module!
It's just Customer Service but there're so many things to take note of!
And tmr is the progress test for chappie one and two but what's in my mind is to play the MJ game!
Urghh,i've somehow studied some and now,off i go to play!
wahahahahha!

good luck to us tmr~ :D

Kinda miss my MMSG alreadyyyyyy...


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DAD AND MUM ARE FINALLY BACKKKKK!!




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I seriously need to stop watching 食尚玩家!
They only make me wanting to go Taiwan more and MORE.

I wanna see whatever they have recommended!!
Any khakis to tw,anyone?
yeah,i am still jio-ing people to go.
):


My head is gonna explore,nights people. (:


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after seeing the video yingling posted in FB,i seriously feel like puking.

Oh well,a msg was received and yep,was from him.
Hmm,glad that he still rmbs me.


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now is already 2am,
i need to wake up at 745am for school tmr.
i really hope i will not a zombie again tmr!

I was so shagged today until i forgot if i have locked the doors of my house!
I almost walked back home from market,it's so scary!
I think i need to go get an out of here.
Leave this pressurized place,
busy fast-pace environment and this,
tragic feeling.

I got the confirmed answer like finally but oh well, it's all past tense already.
I don't have confidence to make it a present one,no confidence at all.
Because you have her,in your mind instead. ):


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why some people can get what they want whenever they want to?
why people like me, can't?!
Oh well,it's diff destiny i guess.
Kinda envy her cos he always msgs her whenever he can uses his phone.
As for me,the phone is always avaliable to use but nothing was done.

Shit,i'm thinking shits again.


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Shagged because like what i've mentioned earlier,slept at 6am and woke up at 12pm to work.
And today as the warehouse came at 6pm with 24cartons,cindy and i chionged to finish by closing time and we did!
Both of us finished in 2and a half hrs!
Shagg-er.
Was already a walking zombie so somehow glad that cindy let me open the stocks so i will not need to sell my smile again.
Guess my hands have overworked,they're trembling and i can't type well.
Eyes are shutting but hair is wet.

I miss dad&mum so much!!
):


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Work is on later at twopm and i just woke up.
Slept at 6am and it's no joke man,i better open my eyes bigger later after i've signed in.
Work just sucks.
I don't like it anymore.
ever since that incident,you bloody hell don't think i can forgive and forget,i will not.
fcuk you.
Shit,being so pek chek now already then how am i supposed to smile at her later?
Pretenders.
Fcuk you.
Urghhhh.
PEK CHEK LAHHHHH!!


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Things are getting so much better in terms of emotionally.
But there are still tons of things need to be handled!
The modules for this sem are pain in my ass,it's so wordy!
Anyway,must chiong the best of it!

MMSG coming my place tmr night and don't know since when,we are one again!
Hmm,ky is not coming cos he's already out of us?
anyway,hopefully my house will not be turned over tmr. ahah!

Tmr is friday and i am not TGIF!
Fri means i have to work sooonnnn.
Urghh,seriously fuck up.
I am so looking forward to my upcoming holidays which is 12/12/2009.
I think i want to plan what to do then alreadyyyyyy. (:
Prays hard that nothing like this will happen in the next holiday,i can't take it.


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I am so tired but still chionging for ETP projects!
Urghh,we got tons of it lah!
I think at least 3 for some of the modules,wah lau,need so many mah?

Oh well,school has finally reopened,busy like a bee.
And this semster is onlt bloody 2months and i will be off with HOLIDAYS again!
Fast right?
So these 2mths are very crucial,must jia you!
Feel like on hold for the work for these 2mths,and it is impossible that she will allow so i think i better try to finish my projects fast and sweet asap.

and i am here doing the first slide of my ETP project and my eyes are shutting.
First day being homealonefour,i better make sure nothing weird happens!
Back to my work and things are coming up already! yippes.

hmm,i don't know if i'm still waiting for his sms but oh well,at least i am not so bothered by it anymore.
Hello,Sara is a busy woman can?
She studies from Mon-Fri and works Full for both weekends!
where the fuck she has time to think right now?
It's a super good way for keeping myself back to my senses fast.

got to do my work soon,ciaos people.
Sorry Seet,i'm coming at 10am tmr. (:


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Happy birthday Papa!
All of us came together and had steamboat dinner!
Birthday cake is Secret Receipe's Choco banana cake!
Wah,toooo sinful today~!

Can see that he's really happy today and so glad that sis did not say a word on what we've argued last night.
Whew.

My eyes are shutting,but i am too full to turn in now.
Urghhhh.
He was online but i wasn't being nudged. ):


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i am still waiting...


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whenever i miss you,
will you be missing me as well?

whenever i am thinking of you,
will you be thinking of me too?

Who will be your mind?
me or her?
I know the answer that's why i didn't do anything more.
At the end of the day,
i wanna tell you,
i am not gone yet,i am still here.
but,will you turn around again and do the things you have done before,to me again?

Are we always meant to say good bye?
):


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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ALLY TAN!
I couldn't rmb when we last celebrated her birthday but oh well,this year,4of us came together and had our fav STEAMBOAT BUFFET!
Wah,too full for consumption but somehow,we appreciated every min!
Hope everything will go smoothly for her as usual! ahah!

Today was a super full shift for me,
woke up at 9am and met yipeng at 1030am to shop ally's present.
Bout 12plus,after he headed to work,met dajie at taka.
Had lunch and becoming part-time auntie sara.
BUT,doesn't matter,i got a wallet from her so oh welllll...HEEE.
Walked around until 4pm,cabbed home to slack awhile...DEN,
out of the house at around 6pm to meet ting first and finally birthday came at 730pm.
Reached home like around 1130pm.
SEE,XIONG DAY for man!
Seems abit confusing hor? doesn't matter lah!

No work tmr,YIPEEEESS.
Did i mention she was on MC ytd?
HAHAHAHAH,shiok i tell you.
Full shift without her = FREEDOM!
anyway,after this week,prolly i will not see her that much cos school reopening next week!

Yes,NEXT FUCKING WEEK.
This holiday just sucks.
So many things happened and made me so unhappy.
How i wish all these never happened and everything remains just like before.
Sigh....anyway,confused lah!
I will try my best to make everything like normal again.
urghhh.


Lastly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALLY~! (:


BANANESE.



I still care.
I thought i have already getting better but guess i was wrong.
i don't know lah.
i really don't know.
I need to zzz now.
hopefully i will receive a sms from you tmr morning telling me, everything will be fine.

I shall act as if i didn't observe anything that time.
):


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Today just suck.
got shouted by her in front of everyone and yet,not appreciating what i've done.
Lesson learnt- NEVER do thing for her volunteerily. NEVER.

whatever had happened,just make it over.
But i will be smart next time.
Fuck you.

Supper last night with amy,yp and wp after work!
Yp is always making us laugh like crazy,glad that i spent my afterwork time with them to prolly,relax abit.
tmr full shift and i will not see her again! YES!
Boi is right,i shldn't give her face anymore.


Oh well,time table is out.
Wah lau,mon and tues until 5pm as usual but wed until 4pm eh!
We are like studying more this sem!
Urghh.

Things changed,feelings changed.
And super unexpected.
But glad that it'll be over soon! hahaha!
(:


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I shouldnt be thinking of you.
I should stop it and carry on my life without you like before.

I think i need more time than i expected.

take care. (:


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had a really bad day,
customers,
staffs,
and probably my mood.

I find myself so stupid and actually IDIOTIC.
I made myself so helpless whereby im a senior part-timer.
I don't know what am i still here but i really hope it's just today.
I need someone there.

wooohoooo!
the chio-est girl in MMSG is attached!
Like finally can!
Super happy for herrrrrr!!!
At least something i feel happy for todayyyyy. (:


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WAHAHHAHAH!
Results out alreadddyyyy!


Communicating for Business- A
Business Environment- B
Office Application- A
Principles of Accounting- A

GPA- 3.765
Okayyyyyyyy lah.hopefully i can get this all throughout!
(: (: (: (: (:

Kinda sad that my BEV only got B eh! I studied like don't what cock like that.
But oh well,I am contented.
Thanks Alicia for helping me!

Nowadays,wasn't feeling very good so this really give me a boost to it.

Probably can't get back to sleep already,i actually jumped up from the bed when Alicia texted me saying the results are out already......hahah!

yawnss...
Like what you say,i'm tired and shld go to bed early.....URGHHH.
who says so? so what i am?
aiyah,fan nei!


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