BANANESE***

Thursday, June 29, 2006 | 9:51 PM

im back. got my pay liao. haha.

the distance btw me n him is getting closer which is not a good thing.

i was thinking of you last nite and u actually msg me 'Good nite' in a few mins' time.

sigh,how? the more u contact me,the more i'll heart itch itch.

fuck,.adel jus called me tat gioradno wans me to go to a part timer training. this maybe shows tat im not profession enuff. such an insult. shit this company.

must be roy appoint me to go. he dun like my service at all wad,fine la,den fire me. dun KEEP me. aniwae, im jus giving sally's face. arghh.

so angry man. stupid supervisor.

BANANESE.

Thursday, June 22, 2006 | 9:33 AM

he msged me for the past two nights with only one word. he called me last night using his bro's fone,i called him back but no ans.

bloody hell. he actually msg me at 3am++ in the nite,so he thinks it's fun. kns. but now i dun feel so excited when i received his calls or msg liao,hopefully. haha.

so broke now,haven even pay my hp bill. sigh..feel like askin ting to go later,with wz n me to bugis,but scared later she got smt cock up AGAIN.

so tired,have been working for a week non-stop. this job is heartless. the ICs too,actually off tmr too,but sally/oga loves me so much tat she wans me to go relief. hehe.

yeah,later go gai gai but no money.

so wz,only WINDOW shopping later,ok? haha..

hope he msg me earlier. cos it seems like he's playing with me. bastard.

BANANESE.

Sunday, June 18, 2006 | 9:38 PM

ya,back here.

has been working non stop fr the past few days. went oga yesterdae for A shift.

has not been using the U-zap too. actually i realised the ppl in ogm dun really like me too,cos me n my mouth. smt the way i speak do offend others,like todae,i jus joke tat shujun n allan went for break is like tan qing shuo ai,den after tat shujun like very pissed. SORRY SHUJUN!! jus kidding ma,but i did say,'im kidding.'

sigh,nvm la,dun say again lo..like in the past,i owas tell wz bout my jpob n the girord ppl,and i think she's sick of it,so i stop. haha. suddenly felt tat,ppl do get bored,ok.

i think todae is the second time i heard the song 'missing you' by energy. wa lau,the previous time i broke wit him,this is the song i can describe my feelings were. and now,again. this shows,he's really not mine.

aniwae,i'll get him back in years' time if we both are still not enagage or smt. cos in years' time,we'll be like 21 to 27 yrs OLD. haha..im serious. but think he hates me now cos he must be thinking i told ting tat he called me,and he's angry. he owas this petty. kns. but i like it leh..haha. nvm me.

i dreamt bout working last nite leh,shitty. i dreamt bout the ICs shifting the wagons. gudu.

wo men shi fan fan zhi bei,
wo fan le chuo,
shuo le wang ye hui huo hui....
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fun fun zhi bei by wo ge qun

todae is father's day..owas dun dare to tell my dad tat.

I LOVE YOU,PAPA.

haha. nite..

muacks,to you n papa. hehe.

BANANESE.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 | 8:58 PM

yo..todae was sick,so mc todae..

tmr as well,sorry wz,cant go to the briefing sesson this thurs..haha..

doc said i fell sick becos of several reasons. stress,which my dad dun think i have, lack of sleep or overwork. however,doc actually said,BGR can be a stress too,and i agreed with that,in my heart.

i miss him everyday..thou i noe i shld not. sigh,no one can help me man.. thout wz said that there will be more in SIM but my heart only follows him.

i said to him before,'either you or nobody.' i think i meant it,still..

silly of me rite? sigh..i think tat bloddy racheal and him have patched,tat's why he dint call me anymore. good thing too,but i still miss him badly,EVERYDAY.

guess wad,i actually imagine hugging him every night before i sleep. arghh...im so stupid.

sometimes,i think love is not a trustworthy thing but new couples kept on coming up. so envious.

aniwae,i wan to laugh everydae to make myself feel better.

love u lots. =)

BANANESE.

12.06.2006

Monday, June 12, 2006 | 3:57 PM

i'm back,again.

will update later.

BANANESE.