Sara the Bananese.
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I shall phrase it as 'used to' for now.

When it's gone,it's gone.
I said that to him before.
And now,he's already gone.


BANANESE.



Gooddddd Morning~!

Will be reporting to OGM for afternoon as my first day of returning to my previous home.
I don't know what will happen later but oh well,i think i just do my things probably and lelong as much as i can like cindy.

I am such a paranoid bitch,
i am so worried that this will stop.
and probably you're just having fun with me and me,such a fool,entertain you back!
everything will be over soon i guess.
Yep,i am looking at the dark side of this situation because no one can give me a definite answer,don't ever think you will give me one too.
You rather keep quiet when i was there.

I feel like screaming when i saw that,
it's such a torture.
I need some confirmed answers and hints from you or else,
i think my life will shorten for a few months. ):


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all those have such huge impact on me.
I don't know what you have in your mind but the things you wanna say,i can never get it.
I got it,but prolly i misinterpreted it.
I don't know how to observe and understand your doings,
what i am thinking may oppose yours.

i want you to know,
it doesn't matter,
where we take this road,
someone's gotta go...
and i want you to know,
you couldn't have love me better,
but i want you to move on,
so i'm already gone..

I am leaving,so are you.
What will happen next?


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i somehow wish this never happen like it is now.
It's making me like a fool,paranoid bitch.
I don't know who is right and what the truth is anymore.

Will you let me know soon? ):


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Somehow,it doesn't mean anything at all.


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Trish came to look for me and after much convincing,she waited for me till 930 for mac green tea!
Actually she was with lots of barangs like pillows and stuff,den when we got to mac, the staff actually asked me.
'wah,pillows all these got offer ah?'
'eh..hahaha,yah,OG lor.'
SO PAI SEH!!!
Super hilarious,i was like,'huh?!'

anyway,off tmr and wed!

(: (: (:


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It's there,it's not there.
It's there,it's not there.
Look,it's there but i didn't hit on the exact on,so it's not there!

Urghh,i don't know where i'm heading right now.
I am going nuts,thinking about this is making me going crazy.
Absolute crazy.
Think about it,it's not wrong to think this way,but because nothing is going to happen,it seems so wrong!

AHHHHH.....SHIT.


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Back from Genting!

Have been shopping and walking around there and Trish and i,slept early and woke up early. Such healthy lifestyle we've got!

haha! anyway,time flies and 3D2n just ended like that with a perfect fullstop.

Another thing i would like to mention is like,i think,fate is playing a fool of me.

Is like going a circle and no ending and nothing changes. Why aren't there changes? idiot fool. I am waiting for you!

hush hushh again. (:

But anyway,at least we spent awhile together. (:

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Today is an interesting dayyyy~~!!

Was so busy doing overall con,i saw this guy smiling as he was approaching me and asked for some hoodies for his sis about my size.
I tried on the hoodie to confirm his decision on the size he wanted to get and the smile of his, makes me laugh.
Ally,this is what happened. the way he smile,showing his lower part of his teeth,makes me feel like LAUGHING OUT LOUD.

Next,sms amy's cute guy and see if he wanna make frens with her.
Amy is so timid and shy in doing this,i am too. But since im not the one interested, i don't mind helping anyway.
the guy is gng NS means he'll never come back and work. That makes our amy feel so depressing.
Hopefully they're in contact already!

I was thinking about you again.
How're you? Was hoping to bump on you in the train,but obivously, it's just my wishful thoughts.
hush hushhh again. ):


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Went to catch this movie today with trish and this show is really very good!

It's god damn funny and i love the boy!

Sadly,it's not my first time seeing this boy,this is the bou who always appears dancing 2pm's again&again and the one who was frightened by Chansungie and Jae[ ): ]!

He's so cute,if anyone of you haven't watched it,pls go download it cos you will really LAUGH OUT LOUD. Wanted to find his photo taken with Nickhun,but can't get to.

Anyway,his name is Kang Hyung Chul who has can changes his expressions really fast and he's really very likeable!Sheesee,reminds me of 2pm again! And the heartbroken issue againnnnn.

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Like what ally blogged, 2pm will never be 2pm anymore without you.

You will always be the elderly Leadja who wears pink and act like a young boy.

Jia you JaeBeom!

We will wait for you to become a stronger leader and fight with those morons with your weeeets-weets arms. you-know-what-i-meant..

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Just read the news from allkpop.com and Jae has quitted 2pm!!

Holly shit! He's the cutest and the one i am looking forward to see in Wild Bunnies! Although he's not my no.1 fav,but he's the cutest lah!

Why those people must push him to the corner? See,now,he has gone back to Seattle and don't even know if he's comg back to 2pm as one.

Believe me,2pm will not be that popular anymore cos this incident shows how evil those neitizens are. Hello? is like happened 4years ago! and it's not a death-threatening issue at all mah! And even want Junho to be the next leader? He'll sure be jeered.

I want jae back! or else,i think,i will stop 2pm-ing already. Sorry to my wooyoung.........

Why are they making such big fuss?

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EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRrrrrr!
I can actually balance Bank Rec leh!!! How bloody happy i am you know~!!!
I am so super glad. But somehow,i feel so bad cos we can't get to help Ken..hopefully he will not fail badly.
I am free all the way to 12th Oct,where new beginning awaits.
However,who cares for it right now? ENJOY is the word!

Rushed to Jp and catch the proposal and i find this man,damn charming!
So what if he's old? He looks old in this poster,but in the movie,he looks so cute!
The way he pushed Margaret in so that he can walk at the outer side of the way,makes me feel like i just ate some lollipops.
So sweet and nice of him.
The way he talked to margaret as she was going down by the stairs with those weapons heel,
'i'm hundred years old.' shows how humourous he is!
Aiyahhh,all these only happens in Movies.
Overall,i agree with Trish,it's a lame movie BUT BUT BUT,the guy is cute.







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BEV is done,you can't believe how happy i am!
But tmr is the what-the-hell-is-poa-and-i-duno-can-balance-anot paper!!
Urghhh.
BEV was okay but hopefully i did better than just okay.

I am so so so tired and i can't wait to watch all the shows i have stopped halfway!
I am going to continue my fu qi you an kang and will be watching Wild Bunnies again!
and welcome lyndy to the 2pm's craze! haha!

I am missing my friends badly.
Trish is enjoying herself at BKK now,so envy of her.
but it's okay, it will be my turn soon.

I think i should study awhile for poa and go to bed.
Headed to JE library to study initially,but all we did was eat.
Went WM after that to meet the fan's.

Roy's 4 on thurs! So fasttttttt....................................


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Have been heading to aunt's wake these few nights and oh well, things aren't that bad afterall.
She's 80 this year,how many more years she will want to suffer,still?
It's somehow a relieve to her as she wouldn't want to go in and out of ICU again~

So glad to see cussies and relatives,catching up with them is making me hesitating though.
By revealling that i am in ITE, it's kinda hard cos i was in SIM.
Outsiders will prolly find me dumb, but seriously, i have zero confidence in myself to study in a private school with such speedy pace.
Anyway, school isn't that bad afterall.
Meeting new friends are fun.
haha!

He left and prolly will not ever come back.
This is fate,fate brought us tgt agin but you left without a word.
Hopefully you will remember me and come dropby to say a Hi at least.
You said to her,but not me.
However,i heard that i was mentioned throughout the conversation, *wide SMILE*
Jia you then! In your FYP tooooooooooooooo. (:

I need to stick my eyes onto my bev notes chappie 8 for the last part.
I have not started POA at all,so i think,i need luck for that.
Tariffs, Subsidies, Quota, Embargo and Nationalistic Campaign, pls get into my mind asap....

Trish left to BKK this mrg,and will be back on 9th!
And we will be gng Genting on the 13th!
Can't wait to get out of SG!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh,next ep is the last ep of Wild Bunnies.
No more wooyoung's crybaby faces.....
I will miss that lots.
again and again and again and againnnnn~~~


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So sudden,so sudden that i can't even able to realise it.

Rest in Peace Auntie.
I should have dropped by last week, i was thinking to visit you this sunday.
I am so sorry.

But i heard that you passed away in a peaceful way with no pain.
I am glad for that.

See you in the next life. ):


BANANESE.