BANANESE***

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 | 12:39 AM

the heart of greed 2 is out!

yeah,my raymond lum and linda chong no need to be apart anymore!!

raymond lam wont die anymore!

yippy yah yah.............

feel like gng have fun tmr night.
Duno whether it will work out anot. heee.

lalalala```

BANANESE.

Sunday, July 27, 2008 | 10:52 PM

met up with this lady last night at taka for dinner.

Craps and craps,as usual.

hopefully we can go on with our plan on dec/jan.

Things are getting weird.

I don't know is it true but i feel sad.

I am.

I know i shouldn't but,i just can't help it.

But you should not do that as well right?

Confused and irritated.

That stupid danny appointed me to go to the OG's briefing tmr early at 10am.

Thanks hor.

BANANESE.

Thursday, July 24, 2008 | 11:22 PM

So Pissed.

-STOP telling me how happy you feel now with your bf.
so what if your bf allow you to go to the course,gng all the way to the office to makan lunch with you,send nd fetch you home and accompany thruout.
I dun feel that is happy or somehow,a joy cos it's damn embararssing that all your colls will be like looking and saying things behind your back.
And they will know you have a crazy bf and you are as crazy as him.

-STOP asking,'you know what...'
I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW anything that happened between you and your gundu ah bang.

-STOP calling me,'ah girl ah girl and AH GIRL.' i have a name. SARA.

-STOP asking me how to get out of a place when your ah bang lost his way. Hello,as a despatch rider and don't know his way,is very stupid okay.
So what he has never been to jurong whereas he stays sengkang? So you think me,who don't even know how to drive and actually staying in Jurong,will actually know how to get out of Jurong island? don't be idiot lah. Jurong is so BIG.
If he's really so not sure,call other ppl,dun call you this know-nothing-and-yet-still-need-to-ask person! Ask someone else who know will be easier and faster right?
Why must make fiza call her bf and me calling my dad?
So what if my dad works in LTA? My dad offered to search for you,BUT the meanie me asked him not to.
Ask him to learn lah.
Hello,singapore is so mall and yet can lost his way,forget bout gng other places lah.
Mountain TURTLES.

-STOP using the phone and order us dng things.
I don't respect you as one.
I seriously hate to see when we are busy outside and yet you are using the phone,trying to coax your bf not to be angry with you.

-STOP complaining this and that cos this is your job.
so 'wa lau eh-ing' in front of me cos i hate it especially you are the one who said it.

-STOP asking 'what?','what happened?' and 'why?' when some of us were talking among ourselves. You are not allowed to join us,cos your gundu AH BANG said so,isn't it?
just shut up and do your things lah. whatever we said,sure concerns bout you one,needless to ask. Cos even if you ask,we will said that we are talking something else.

-STOP telling me what your ah bang said to you.
'you know what....my boyfriend said he rushed here to fetch me just becos he don't want to wait so long even when he's like working or even far away.'
your gundu boyfriend can tell you he only loves you but god noes,maybe earlier he had fucked some girls out there before fetching you. boon lah.

-STOP rushing us to do the settlement while you are on the phone talking or i should say,reporting to your bf that we are leaving and leave everything till tmr.
Make sure you rmb to do.

-STOP reminding me what you have done and ask me not to worry.
I will not worry if you haven't done anything with the POS.
I will worry when you have done something to the POS instead,you don't even know what to print.

end of today whatever anger.
imagine,just TODAY only.

BANANESE.

Monday, July 21, 2008 | 11:26 PM

After a long day,was feeling down and sick as in sick of the job and people/customers,having a friend you can talk to,feels duper good.
At least,i felt it's quite okay afterall.

A pat on your shoulder means alot.

As you ppl can see that i blog so often means i have no new dramas/shows to watch.
Intro me some if you all have gt any nice ones.
The Fated to love you have to wait for another week and somehow,find the series too long.
Anyway,the show is nice.

Hey peeps,Sara needs to go have fun!
She needs to go out and relax.

Tmr i am working mrg shift,super feel like gng out but wed is the tired full shift with HER somemore.
Turn OFF.

MMSG

this coming sunday there'll be a steamboat session in the afternoon bout 12.30pm at ting's house.
All those problems you all will think of,dun worry,ally and me,or even kok yong will deal with it if he's gng.
Please make yourself free and hopefullY this gathering will be carried out.
No more last min changes okay.
Wen zhen,
Eunice,
Ally,
Meleny Ang,
Kok yong
and
Jie sheng.

I duno the guys will read anot,but the msg is passed to Kok yong already.
PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE,okay?

BANANESE.

Past few days i was thinking,what we want in our life?

What should we do to make us move on?

What is our motivations?

Seems none.

Everyday im like gng work,den makan,den loo den home.

Nothing interesting.

Go gai gai also lazy cos next day still got to wake up early.

Weekends also need to work.

Ever since im back frm KL,i find life is soooooooo meaningless w/o anything to look foward to.
So what when every 28th of the month comes?
I have to pay the bill then and again,the routine repeated.

Fun is the word. I am only 20yrs next year and im somehow sick of my life,no,is the routine in my life.

Hopefully this is temporary cos i duno why,im so sick of this job already.
And i believe it's becos of her.

I duno why the fucking hell she needs to report all those things to her fucking CB boyfriend whereby it's none of his fucking business.
I think her fucking BF noes more than what we noe bout our job.
When the sexy one gave that look,i knew she heard something. But somehow,im too lazy and sick of listening.
Why the fucking hell she needs to tell him what we are dng?
I cant believe there's such a couple in tis world.
I noe im very mean,but seriously,which fucking CB boyfriend dun allow their GFs to have friends?
THis kinda BF must be having depression or one of his headwires in his mind had gone so out of place, and the GF kanna oso.
Whenever all of us were talking w/o her,she will wanna join in.
HELLOOOO,YOU ARE NOT WELCOME TO THE CONVERSATION,NEVER WILL.
You said some PTs quit bcos of you becos you were too strict in the past.
Now,you are tooo kind to us. why? cos you wanna use the phone as well so you need to close one eye to us so that we will close one eye to you.
Get a life lah you.
I am so irritated these few days whenever she asked me to do things.
And whenever she asked me to do the things,danny came,and she will hand everthing to him saying,
'i do already.'
'i do that already.'
'see,i so efficient,i have done everything.'

den danny will say,
'wah,u si bei kiang,everything done. swee.'

HELLOOOOO,who done it? ME lor. fucking CB.
always ask me do this and that and i never talk back to you,be thankful.
Im not like the sexy one and will argue with you. I will not allow myself to pity you after whatever u have said to the sexy one lor.
I will not be like you,i have pride one.

Sara is fucking mean okay,but she cant help it.
After whatever had happened,i find she's such a disgrace and insult to we,females.

I duno how to survive w/o the sexy one at work cos i am gonna face her until friday.

*BANGS HEAD

BANANESE.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 | 1:11 AM

The thing just sucks today. was so moody the whole day PLUS the way she did things.
Woke up 7.30am and headed to the location by cab.
Reached home at bout 10.30am by cab as well.
Was late to work somehow was lazy to go BUT,i did drag myself there.
I don't know what i want and im gng 20yrs old next yr.
This cant go on.
I have to make some changes in my life.

today is already 19th of july 2008.

What will happen maybe 5yrs down the road?

i rememder telling mel that if maybe 10yrs down the road,i am single,i will get back to him.

BULLSHIT.

I will not. So foolish of me at THAT time lah.

Heard wadever happen ard my friends,find it quite amazing that all these happened.

However,we still have one another to hold on to,right?

Think bout it,we still can be as happy as we can with all our besties ard us.

Finally tmr is my offday,and hopefully will be able to catch a movie at the night.
not until 3am lahhhhhh...

BANANESE.

Sunday, July 13, 2008 | 10:34 PM