BANANESE***

Saturday, June 30, 2007 | 2:12 PM

Me-papa,the repeated module hor,i failed again leh..
Papa-huh?! den how?
Me- erh...
Papa-dropout ah?
Me-erh..yah..
Papa-Ok lor.

wtf,i was crying like hell when i heard him saying 'ok lor'.

Anyway my dad's reaction makes me feel double guilty.

Papa,i promise you,i will do something to show you. I wont make u disappointed anymore. I noe that after so many things and doing things that made you sad,i promise you,i will do something to show you.

You said,i mustn't do things that let myself down,i noe. I noe what i wanna do. But,im very not confident.

No matter what,i'm still the lil ah girl in their eyes and i will show them that although i cant do well in studies,maybe some other way.

Papa,i am sorry.
But i really love you! *hugs.

All these,i dun dare to tell my dad straight on the face i duno why.

Pa,hope you are not feeling very upset about it. I promise okay. =D

BANANESE.

Friday, June 29, 2007 | 3:36 AM

What we need in a family?

What we need in love?

What we need in friendship?

-we need harmony and peace.
Understanding parents and the elder ones.

-we need surprises and effort in love.
Just to make the other part smile.

-we need trust and no betrays.
Even in loving the guy,those 3rd parties will be the one losing out.

watch HEART OF GREED and you all will noe. HAHA!

BANANESE.

Sunday, June 24, 2007 | 3:08 PM

should i blog?

yes i should.

My Monitor is down and bloody hell,everything can be on but just my screen is BLACK.
But thanks to my bro-in-law,as in a sincere one,i got another old old monitor and it is so small!
Better than nth.

Has been crazy over the Heart Of Greed show and after i intro-ed ting,she is crrazy over the show too. wanna biang until thr 11th ep so that i can watch in CR but boon boon,the person took it off! And i have to watch in alot of webs tat actually gt stuck halfway! angry! You can never imagine how slow is it and owas watching half of the previous ep and just jump to the next one cos u cant watch. So irritated. But i think i'll ask mum to rent it since i paid the whole series of dicery business that time. Hee.
the zhong jia xin girl quite nice and i hate the duno wtf name,chen fala who broke the bosco and myolie up,i hate her.

oh ya,the jacky zhu from 183club is out of the band! Owas wanted to blog bout this but owas forgot. Anyways,he's out of the band and i doubt the team still can survive cos he's the lead singer tat really sings well. Ppl like the yan xin shu cant even sing,cante even hear his voice lah!

Im now so in-to those HK dramas. There's another show with the micheal Miu (miao qiaowei)! dun ask me who he is,go find out urself okay and dun luff at me by knowing i like him. thou he's old,he's fcuking charming! lalala.

I miss warren boy..

the kids upstairs has been bugging these few days and i really take my hat off my sis cos she can take it. *bows

I miss everyone!

*Sigh,it's happening again. I wish that i wont make that happen again. I really wish. =(

BANANESE.

Thursday, June 21, 2007 | 12:42 PM

I'm craving for sushi.

I want to watch SURF'S UP.

I want to study.

But all these above,i can only fulfill 2 of these.

Nvm,i noe there's always a way in everything.

Mensuation is a killer for me this month..

BANANESE.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 | 1:18 PM

Sammie,Bing and Sara.
Friends since primary 4. Damn,times files and we are all 18!

Imagine,when you were in primary four,god noes that we will become like this. Im saying in a negative way but see,sammie is working and nt studying. Bing landed in nanyang poly and like being more girl-ly. Sara went into SIM and got to you tons of buddies! and oso,hee.. shh..
But at the end of the day,3 of us still good friends!
Sat in the Gelare and ate 2 large waffles due to my request and the honey malt crunch ice cream is nice! We talked bout primary sch times and the guys we used to like in pri school,so funny! talking craps and i really miss the times. sigh...i sounded so old.

Dad kaobei-ed me bout gng out so often and started to say bout sch stuff. my heart sunk to the deepest cos i have no sch to go anymore! Feel like gng MDIs w/o his knowing. No,i must be crrazy.

Saw karen today and found out that i miss her!!
She kept asking me to go back Gio but the pay is so....... nvm,see how first. HAHA.
brenda is in lucky plaza! weird weird weird.

wanted to play bro-in-law's ps tmr but my sis just called saying he cant plug it yet cos the thing not yet configure! Lose my motivations to go there man. haha,but nvm. to acc my sis oso good. most importantly,WARREN BOY!

i drank 3bottles of water today. Cos as i walked ard in town,i perspire. and finally,i BOUGHT something today! i bought a pair of harvana's slippers cos my balm is really killing me. i duno why. hee. after so long of GSS,i finally bought something.

Sara is sooo tired today! Imagine just walking ard actually kill half of her life,how is she gonna survive in Sales jobs in the NEAR future? Dead.

Im nt gng to the sup papers tmr.

BANANESE.

Sunday, June 17, 2007 | 3:20 AM

Im so sick of studying now and actually thot of what to do in my life.
After lots of talks with my friends,Sara has made a conclusion. I can do well for my future without any cert. I noe many of you wont agree with me but i will try to prove you guys okay!

Jia hao told me he's in the super big company selling duno what big deal product and earning much. He has been telling me the rate of successful cases in his company and im glad that he had these achievement. At last,he did some big.

Sammie told me the job in GG5 and hers,i find the pay and working time quite reasonable. As in we have nth only experiences,it's already very reasonable. Duno why,i miss sammie so MUCH!

Also,Johnny told me bout having a cert etc. he gave very good examples like BONAVENTURE LOO and his wife were so educated and with such high qualifications,they dun have the passion to teach like Daniel tan. DT has lots of experiences in life,im sure ppl from foundation will sure agree with me. cos every lessons of his,he will end with his experiences in other countries. And i really think that wad he said is very true.

watched fantastic four and it's very nice.

Warren shifted house and no more aunite joy!! we have to do things ourselves! Noone help me packet food,no one help me wash the cups and everything! and mum is kaobei-ing ever since this mrg and they actually just left last night! Im not gonna be AUNITE SARA okay..Mum owas suan me tat no one can do things for me,she oso mah..she now has to mop the floor and wash our clths herself! She's owas calling the kettle black whereby she's the pot lor i tell you.

SIM Girls,manjong next week in my house? I noe many of you duno how to play,but with trish such a old bird in manjong,can lah! oops!

I wanna do what i wanna do to make my parents proud. Im sorry that i can make you all proud
in your ways,i wanna it be my way. so friends,dun wprry for Sara cos im doing fine! Hehe. with all of you these boon boon friends,im still tat take-it-easy-sara. haha.

i wanna enjoy myself to the fullest beofre hols end cos by sch reopening,has to tell my dad about it.
I love papa and mum! happy father's day! =D

gonna have dinner tonite in boon lay raja and im so gonna eat the roasted chicken. yums.

BANANESE.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 | 4:00 PM

Shall make it short and simple this time round. hehe.

I finally called the school and they want me to write in AGAIN. my sis talked to cynthia and the only solution she gave was a letter.
Sim is a mgmt school but their mgt is not up to standard. Ps.i wanna put sucks but it may sounds offensive.
Anyway,results out on thurs and i noe my stats is gonna fail.
I just hope to stay in school.

I wanted to make a blog on my nieces and nephew bout i duno how to make the skin of them. hmm,who shld i look for? GENIEVE! haha.

Will be meeting the sim-ers tmr. Yeahs!

ps-Nich,if i sounded rude just now in msn,im sorry! =D

And after so much thing,all my friends were there to console me and my pregnant sister comforted me by saying,'no prob. i'll help you settle it.'
and SIM's Sock ching! she said she will help me and thou she did nt in the end,she sounded sincere. I appreciated that.

peek-ah-boo....Are we there yet?....SHREK!!

this is what warren's donkey toy said everytime you touches the tail, from mac which i called it a horse at first. And thanks to the mac staff.

staff-which one you wan? *left on shrek and donkey
sara- erh..i wan the horse.
staff- oh,you want the donkey huh? *laughing
sara- oh..ya..the donkey. Hehe.

alright,you all can say that i cant differentiate a donkey and a horse. But i dun watch shrek until the shrek3 mah..

anyway,may be meeting the mehs mehs tmr too.
BBIL is back.
Warren has been learning fast like he actually learnt how to smile by putting the fone in front of him,whereby he's holding the fone. Yesh,he has been learning from me. Taking pics of myself and his. Hehe. Smart ass.

Can anyone intro me some new shows? *BOREDOM IS EVIL* haha!

BANANESE.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 | 2:16 PM

Has been coming back late these few days and i duno why.

Went to watch POTC on friday with Trish,Nei,Danny and Badri. ORLANDO BLOOM is so handsome. the show is very nice but long. it's bout 3 hours and i actually dragged trish to go pee pee with me. Hehe.

Today,went watch Shrek3 with the 4peeps above,addition-Jolene,Deon,Hendrik and Kenneth(yeah,the guy who picked up my IC last sem). 9 of us occupied almost the whole row.Den the couple Guohao and Edna came after the movie. Whee. went walking around in taka and far east aimlessly and finally settled down in Far East and makan cos the guys especially Guohao was obviously starving. OMG,he really ate alot,i swear. wanted to eat the waffle but guess no one can eat anymore,den our dear BADRI started suaning me by asking my cuteguy to come down with us to acid bar cos i dun wanna go. and trish said i was blushing like crazy,i can feel it man..haha. Went to play pool with them and of cos i dint play. i was coughing there like every few mins and i think the air there is really bad. The guys played well especially the maths genius.Kept suaningt the Hendrik too saying he was from CYSS( Chao Yang Special School),meanie them but They are nice people. =D
G dint come with us cos her grandma has passed away and i dint go to the wake. Sorry G! But i noe she's strong enough to get all these over with all her friends around. =D

I duno what my future will be but i noe im very glad that i have these boon boon friends to accompany me throughout. I just wanna tell them i love them and hope that they will go up to sem 5 w/o any problems. Whee..

Yeahs,meeting my meh meh tmr. Mum gonna kill me for gng out and everyone will start saying,'wa..exmas finish liao big deal lah..can owas go out liao hor..'
whereas my dad said.'wa..owas go out huh..dun owas go out cos now got dengue fever again. dun wear black out hor..' Haha.
I haven tell them the thing yet,i cant imagine how they will react and might just kneel down in front of them and cry. Cos i oso dun wan this thing to happen!
Everytime i saw my dad smiling at me where he owas do to everyone,i will feel damn sad and cant even open my mouth to tell him. I feel so bad and OMG,nth can describe man.

The kids are ill and getting better. Xiao YiYi owas go out dint accompany them. I noe im abit bias to warren boy cos he's living with me so hmm,abit bias. But when i go up to my sis's house,i will actually play with Eustacia and Elroy. As for the Estelle Oei,she's owas running around so think better leave her to the maid lah. Hehe,no energy to chase after her. the FON girl.
FON= full of nonsense. =D

Everything happens for a reason. I just realise this and i feel so wasted that i cant befriend with you,as in closer friend. We just started the usuals but we cant go further! DISAPPOINTMENT.
Nvm,G and Deon's sem 3 mission is to befriend with you on my behalf. Hehe.

Wa,a very lengthy entry today.
Gonna watch my show liao. JIa you!

SARARICE LOVES YOU ALL. =D

BANANESE.

Saturday, June 02, 2007 | 2:13 AM

Went out with trish,nei,danny and badri to town and we have fun.
Im so happy that this is how im gonna end my days with you guys.

My appeal failed and im feeling lousy. I can blame no one but just hoping my sis will go school to talk to thems o tat i can stay in sem 3,hopefully at no costs.
I duno wad will happen in y life cos so many things had happened and i am really lost.
Lost,after getting so many blows that i cant be able to go to a poly.
Lost,after realising i have to fail my exams and retake the module.
Lost,after knowing tat my repeated module CAs failed.
Lastly,have to get out of the school.

Im really happy to noe all my frens in SIM as they really made the school a fun place.
The craps we talk and the laughter we owas have during break time and everyone will look at us cos we are the biggest clique!
No matter what,you guys must hold on. Go up to Seem 5 WITH NO SUP paper.

Lastly,i love you guys. =D

Sara will be owas here and just give me a call and i'll be there.

ps-though nth happens between us,im still glad that u said 'hello' to me on my last day of school.
You will be my cute guy and DIMUS! will still be my cute guy.2 for now. Hehe..

BANANESE.