Monday, October 13, 2008 | 9:56 PM
Alright,so many things to say for the past few days!!
Yes,i dint go for the D&D due to my stomach flu.
Okay,i kanna it the night before the D&D and it was so fcuking bad.
I woke up and lao sai basically
HOURLY and vomited like every 2hourly.
My asshole was just urinating throughout and until the end,i vomited green col and black fluid.
It was so so so fcuking jia lat.
papa and mummy were not even in sg! i have no one to turn to and all by myself.
I called my sis who stayed upstairs at 2++am and gave her a shock her life cos i was crying!
I was in such a jia lat state that i wanna just jump down.
True enough,my sis did not come down and check me out but asked me to go up.
Wwwwwwwwhatever.The next say at 9am,i dragged myself to the clinic opposite,i was like totally bo chap my image and walked like an ah soh,hunching back as my gastric was like pulling away.
Finally,my turn and i broke down in front of the doctor.
My mind was like,i'm really damn pathetic and i wan my papa nd mummy.
Got a job and many medication due to my dehydration.
The clinic assistant,thanks for reminding me bout my mummy again,said,
'when you go home,your mummy at home right? ask her to cook some congee and add some salt only. nothing else.'
tears rushed out again.
'erhhh...okok.' i answered softly.
What else can i say?!
i went home alone,when it's so freaking hot!
i crossed the traffic light and den sat down under one of the void deck cos i simply can't walk anymore but no one actually bother to ask me if i'm okay.
I was like sitting at the step lah,with my pale face.
Asked leona to cook some congee for me and i can't eat.
w/o eating anything,i vomited bacl col fluid out again.
arghh.
i was completely bed ridden for the past 3 days.
My mind was all about my papa and mummy who were happily enjoying themselves at JAPAN!
Lesson learnt,
NEVER NEVER thinks that you are gonna be alone in sg when your parents are away in town and you can jolly well intend to turn the house upside down with your friends.
I DID,for the first few days.
But,there goes the unforeseen circumstances.
I am so fcuking angry at myself for not following my parents to jap.
i will not have any stomach flu and any thoughts of dying anytime
IF i followed.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,too late.
BANANESE.
