Past few days i was thinking,what we want in our life?
What should we do to make us move on?
What is our motivations?
Seems none.
Everyday im like gng work,den makan,den loo den home.
Nothing interesting.
Go gai gai also lazy cos next day still got to wake up early.
Weekends also need to work.
Ever since im back frm KL,i find life is soooooooo meaningless w/o anything to look foward to. So what when every 28th of the month comes? I have to pay the bill then and again,the routine repeated.
Fun is the word. I am only 20yrs next year and im somehow sick of my life,no,is the routine in my life.
Hopefully this is temporary cos i duno why,im so sick of this job already. And i believe it's becos of her.
I duno why the fucking hell she needs to report all those things to her fucking CB boyfriend whereby it's none of his fucking business. I think her fucking BF noes more than what we noe bout our job. When the sexy one gave that look,i knew she heard something. But somehow,im too lazy and sick of listening. Why the fucking hell she needs to tell him what we are dng? I cant believe there's such a couple in tis world. I noe im very mean,but seriously,which fucking CB boyfriend dun allow their GFs to have friends? THis kinda BF must be having depression or one of his headwires in his mind had gone so out of place, and the GF kanna oso. Whenever all of us were talking w/o her,she will wanna join in. HELLOOOO,YOU ARE NOT WELCOME TO THE CONVERSATION,NEVER WILL. You said some PTs quit bcos of you becos you were too strict in the past. Now,you are tooo kind to us. why? cos you wanna use the phone as well so you need to close one eye to us so that we will close one eye to you. Get a life lah you. I am so irritated these few days whenever she asked me to do things. And whenever she asked me to do the things,danny came,and she will hand everthing to him saying, 'i do already.' 'i do that already.' 'see,i so efficient,i have done everything.'
den danny will say, 'wah,u si bei kiang,everything done. swee.'
HELLOOOOO,who done it? ME lor. fucking CB. always ask me do this and that and i never talk back to you,be thankful. Im not like the sexy one and will argue with you. I will not allow myself to pity you after whatever u have said to the sexy one lor. I will not be like you,i have pride one.
Sara is fucking mean okay,but she cant help it. After whatever had happened,i find she's such a disgrace and insult to we,females.
I duno how to survive w/o the sexy one at work cos i am gonna face her until friday.
