Early morning i owke up and mum told me that you're ill. Very ill. I almost cried out and somehow,i am now. For 18years,you are somehow the closest to me among all cos we grew up together. Never Never thot this will happen to you. We are still so young. I duno what to say to you,I wanna go see you,i wanna go talk to you,but i cant. Your illness suppose to be a secret. My erjie said your chances of recovery is 50-50. I really hope that you'll recover cos we still have a long way to go. I thot today,thinking bout when we were in china,like princess diaries. We shared a room,I gt drunk and you have to acc me back to the hotel room. We talked and laughed in the past whenever you come my house. Played with my sis's makeup and act as if we were experts. Went out for movie tgt and have fun. Although these are over,I really hope there'll be another session of this. I really wan to see you,the healthy you.
