yo..todae was sick,so mc todae.. tmr as well,sorry wz,cant go to the briefing sesson this thurs..haha.. doc said i fell sick becos of several reasons. stress,which my dad dun think i have, lack of sleep or overwork. however,doc actually said,BGR can be a stress too,and i agreed with that,in my heart. i miss him everyday..thou i noe i shld not. sigh,no one can help me man.. thout wz said that there will be more in SIM but my heart only follows him. i said to him before,'either you or nobody.' i think i meant it,still.. silly of me rite? sigh..i think tat bloddy racheal and him have patched,tat's why he dint call me anymore. good thing too,but i still miss him badly,EVERYDAY. guess wad,i actually imagine hugging him every night before i sleep. arghh...im so stupid.
sometimes,i think love is not a trustworthy thing but new couples kept on coming up. so envious.
aniwae,i wan to laugh everydae to make myself feel better.
